Stories in our lives...

well then.

2004-01-27T04:19:34Z

soooo due to past events that really urk my noodle, this journal is now friends only. if you would like to be added, leave a comment. that is all for now. goodbye.

good times, good times...

2004-01-26T04:22:54Z

i love the people i work with! they make things interesting, they really do. haha.

yeah work friday night was interesting. i was sooo tired i did a really crappy job. oh well. and yeah there was a group that rented out theater 5 for a bday party. and they stayed in there after their movie got out. they were sooo rude! one guy almost ran me over on the escalator, jerk! and when we went in there to clean it...it was TRASHED cause all the people were trashed. there were empty wine and martini glasses everywehre, there was even one broken. popcorn was everywhere and there was candy and wrappers everywhere. ugh.

saturday was sweet. i had a really good lesson. i rode this really cute horse and i named him marco. it was fun. and i love tracy to death! i'm so glad shes back and riding again. we went out to dinner after, yay for tacco bell! haha gotta love the kids meal! but yeah, i'm kinda pissed at kathy (my trainer) i'm not allowed to ride her horse anymore and all this other crap becuase harry (the owner of the barn) was having random people ride her. ugh i dont know its a long and complicated story and it pisses me off. but tami got kid! thats awsome! i'm soo happy for her. and she siad i could show him with her this summer so thats super cool! i cant wait. oh and tami, i'll definatly help with the rehab process and everything! ok i'm going to bed now.

well that was interesting

2004-01-19T04:15:26Z

fri:
~had to work, but it went pretty well. we weren't too busy but we weren't slow so it that was good. and tom and ryan definatly kept the night interesting. haha, gotta love those boys!

sat/sun monring:
oh boy.
~first, i woke up and watched Alex and Emma with my sister, cute movie. then i ventured out into the freezing cold and the heavy snow fall to get my check, which i was quite happy with i might add.
~then i went horseback riding. my friend tracy who i haven't seen in 6yrs started riding again and she rides in my lesson. man, that girl is sooo funny. good times with her.
~came home and called laura, we went to chases house for a bit. didn't do much there and it was kinda boring so we left.
~called jill and went to her house. asked my dad if i could spend the night. score! no curfew tonight! haha.
~first we drove around rochester and did doughnuts in the stoney creek parking lot. that was scary. we did a chinese fire drill at a red light and it was so much fun that I did one by myself at the next light. haha.
~then we called aaron and met up with him. (thought it might be kinda weird, but thankfully it wasnt at all!).
~we drove around everywhere playing padiddle(sp?!?). haha, he lost. ahh yes, and guess what kind of car aaron got...thats right the same kind that tom had, only his is silver. oh yeah, we drove up onto a curb and almost died. thats always fun.
~after that we went over to norup and played in the snow! =) it was sad though cause all three of us girls couldn't knock aaron into the snow. he on the other hand, got us each down at least twice. i never realized how strong he was. haha but it was lots of fun. playing in the snow makes me happy. so after that aaron wanted to go home (by the way, it was 5:45 AM by this time) so he dropped us off at jills car and we went back to her house and crashed on her couch for two hours, then i had to be home. laura dropped me off and i passed out on my bed and missed church. oops!

sun:
~so my mom woke me up when she got home said we were going to my g-mas for the day. i was pissed cause we had had plans to go shopping. we fought for about an hour then she finally said we'd go shopping first. (i realized exactly what a spoiled brat i am today)
~i got a pair of jeans, khakis for work, and two bras. i'm going the other target to see if they have my other pair of jeans i wanted cause the one i went to today didnt have my size.
~then we went over to my g-mas. fell asleep, ate, then fell asleep again. but i swear, there is never a dull moment at our family dinners, esp. when weaver's there. oy.
~laura picked me up and we drove around, and talked. it was fun being able to do that. plus we both got to confess things that were bothering us, so that was good. i'm glad i have such a special friend! =)
~now i'm home and sick of writing this rediculously long entry so i'm going to go watch a movie. peace out.

wow, great snow day...=\

2004-01-15T21:21:33Z

so instead of enjoying a day off school...i get to clean the house, do the dishes, and not have any fun. AND when i want to go have fun by going horseback riding, i have to fight with my mother to let me go. so i finally win the argument and start getting ready...only to realize that my sister has my equipment in the back of her car and shes at work. remind me again why i let her borrow my stuff?!?!? ugh. i have never been more annoyed by her in my life. shes had my stuff for 2 weeks now. GIVE IT BACK! fine. if she wants to keep it then she can go out tomorrow night and ride shelby. i dont care if shes got a cold, its her own fault for being inconsiderate.

NO WORK FOR ME!!!

2004-01-14T22:30:32Z

yayayayyayaay! thank goodness. esp since i was about to quite tonight. why you ask? well heres the story...
i called at 12:00 and asked if it would be ok for me NOT to come in. they told me i had to find someone to work for me but if i couldnt then maybe i could go in late. i couldnt find anyone to work for me so i called back. my other manager told me that it would be fine to come in late and that i would prob be able to leave early since she predicted we would be really dead. then she continued to tell me that she had already called two people and told them they didnt have to come in. EXCUSE ME?!?! i called 3 hours ago and they turn around and tell other people not to go in??? not cool. but its all gravy cause she called like half an hour ago and said i didnt have to go in.

now i get to study for my pre calc final (which we may not even have if it keeps snowing like this, that would be sweet) and now i must leave to go shovel the driveway. yippie! at least my neighbor already REshoveled my sidewalk (which my mom already shovled 2 hours ago and it needed to be done again.) GEESH!!! don't you just loooovvvveee winter!

brrrr. its cold in here....well actually its cold everywhere!

2004-01-07T04:28:34Z

soo i hate school. it can kiss my gluteus maximus. word of advice: dont get sick. thats just nonsence when it comes to school and homework. how dare you even think of it. becuase i was sick for a week, i am now sooo behind in all of my classes and i have finals next week and i just cant handle all this crap!

ok rant time is over. sooo yes, zak dehondt is one funny fella (for those of you who saw my last entry before i deleted it, now you know why it said those silly things).

you know whats cool, running into people named scott. especially if you havent seen them in a while. and guess what, i ran into TWO different scotts that i hadn't seen in a while! crazy isn't it?!?

i went horseback riding tonight. now that is what i call dedicated. it was a whoping 8 degrees out there!! woooo eeeee! mariah was being a bia tonight too! but its all good in tha hood, cause thats the kinda stuff you deal with in the world of horses!

this is your life, are you who you want to be?

2004-01-06T04:56:00Z

school today sucked. first hour= FIVE pages of notes, and not that much time to work on our project which is due next class. seminar= pretty sure i failed the test that i was making up for first hour. tomorrows not gonna be much better. all those days of not going to class have definatly come back and bit me on the ass.

worked tonight too. REAL slow. but i guess it went by pretty fast. ryan stopped in, then tom and mike (who i'm mad at cause they left without saying goodbye. grrr) and then scott, jimmy and stephanie were there to see a movie and hung around to talk to shannon. i swear, jimmy gets hotter and hotter every time i see him.

i was talking to shannon today and i wish i could just meet a guy randomly or something. i have too high of expectations though. i'm working on that, i really am. its one of my many of thousands of new years resolutions. haha. lord help me.

i suppose its time to update

2004-01-03T06:45:21Z

break has gone by way too fast. grr I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL! naybe, just maybe we'll have a snow day.

christmas was actually really good. acutally had fun with the fam. didnt get everything i wanted, but got all the major stuff so its cool.

new years kinda sucked. i worked till 11 and had a really really crappy night so i just went home and hung with the fam once again. i now regret not going out after work, i hear i missed some pretty good parties.

although i missed out on the new years partying, i did do some earlier in the week. hung out with megan and laura and chilled at chase's house. good times good times.

now onto the topic of boys. ugh. i'm getting so frustrated. I HATE MIXED SIGNALS. seriously! just tell me theres nothing there so i can finally move on, and stop giving me false hopes.

GUESS WHO I SAW TONIGHT...

2003-12-23T04:46:51Z

I SAW MY FRIEND TAYLOR!!! he goes to school in Utah but he's home for the holidays. he's josh's best friend and i used to have the biggest crush on him! ahhh i'm so happy i saw him. he's staying till just after the new year. we only got to talk for like 2 min becuase i had to get back to work but he told me that josh is in thailand for 2 years for his missions thing. wow. thats a really long time! but yeah, i told taylor to stop by the theater sometime next week while i'm working. i really really hope he does! ahhh i still can't believe i saw him. i'm sooo happy!

hahaha

2003-12-22T17:20:28Z

this cracks me up...
Passion for another person is afflicting your ability to focus. A change of scenery will help, as will removing yourself from the room whenever a tempting possibility enters. Self-discipline is required.

so today is the first day of break. yay. too bad i'm so busy this week i dont get to enjoy it. the only time i have to myself if on christmas eve and thats only during the day. hmm. well i would write more but i have to go start my baking, yippie!

DEAR STUPID PEOPLE WHO STEAL THINGS-

2003-12-17T21:08:33Z

I WANT MY SENIOR PICTURES BACK!!! I DONT CARE ABOUT THE STUPID MONEY, JUST GIVE ME BACK MY PICTURES!!!

yep thats right ladies and gents...someone stole $13 AND all my senior pictures out of my purse. yes, it was my fault for forgeting my purse in the yearbook room...but come on, seriously, who takes pictures of people they dont even know??? 1/2 my pics were of people who dont even go to berkley! including my pictures of JOSH...who i will propably never see again!!! so help me, i WILL get my pictures back, i dont care what i have to do. UGH! people are so ignorant!

i survived!

2003-12-12T20:41:38Z

yay! i went to the doctors today for the first time since i was like 10. it was so scary and i was so nervous. but i went to my dads new doctor (its shanas doctor too) and she was really cool. she made me feel a lot more at ease. anyways, heres what she had to say: i had/have some type of virus. it doesnt look like i have a sinus infection right now, but if i get worse or dont get any better by monday i have to go back. my throat is very irritated, so i shouldn't be surprised if i start coughing more. but other than that i should just keep taking the stuff for my head and drinking lots of water and juice. my temp is below normal now, which is better than way above i think. my mom told me i couldnt go to work tonight but i think i'm going to anyways. i feel fine right now. eh we'll see. that is all for now. good bye.

yep this sucks.

2003-12-10T21:36:27Z

my current temp is 101.2 and that is after taking some advil. my body is so weak feeling that it is an effort to hold my bowling ball of a head up let alone walk from point A to point B. i also feel very feaverish. i'm either feeling cold yet hot at the same time, or one min i'm shivering and the next min i'm sweating. this is so not cool. i went to bed at 5:30 yesterday when i came back from getting my hair cut (which was NOT fun, i felt like i was going to throw up the whole time.) i've been laying around watching Pride and Prejudice, which could very possibly be my new favorite movie. i got sick of laying down so i hobbled my way to the back room to talk to people online, but everyone is away =( and oh yeah, i had to call in sick to work. i JUST had my TL interview on monday and now i'm calling in. that does not look good at all. ugh! I HATE BEING SICK!

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a relaxing weekend

2003-12-08T20:24:59Z

i went horseback riding on saturday. came home and did...NOTHING. slept in too late on sunday and missed church. then went horseback riding again. thats two days of mega hard riding and lots of good exercise. my body = extra sore.
i have my TL interview today. wish me luck cuase i'm super nervous. mega pregnant red haired managers will do that to ya! haha.
i'm counting down till CHRISTMAS break. there are now 9 school days to go. whoo-hoo. those 9 days better go by fast! ok, i'm done now.

Could your heart ever be mine
Your arms hold me so close to you
All through the night
Your eyes gaze into mine
Saying I should believe you
I always do, I don't know why

Cause you taught me a lesson the hard way one time
Told me you loved me but then changed your mind
I never told no one how I hurt down inside until now...
Sleep on

Could your heart ever be mine
My arms hold you so close to me
All through the night
My heart warned me this time
But I need to believe you
I do, just for tonight

But you taught me a lesson the hard way one time
Promised you loved me but then changed your mind
I never told no one how I hurt down inside until now...
Sleep on
Sleep on

i figured i should update

2003-12-06T05:19:01Z

things are going ok i guess. school is school, theres not much i can say about that. but i checked my attendace record and i'm definatly graduating. yay for that!

works getting a little better i guess. but chrissy quit and that MEGGA sucks. i talked to my manager for a long time tonight and he told me he hopes to have me and kyle promoted by late january-ish. so yay for that too!

me and aaron didn't work out. eh, oh well. i saw tom tonight, i miss that boy. but hes switching back to firday nights so yay for that also! i really really miss hanging out with chrissy too. me, her and kt went to HPs wrestling meet the other night which was a lot of fun! soo...you guessed it, yay for that! oh yeah, and shana told me that i was pretty tonight, and that made me feel good cause i think shana is gorgeous. so thank you for that shana!

what a weekend.

2003-11-30T19:44:41Z

thanksgiving was quite interesting. i have such a sterotypical family. we got the white-trash hicks from Georgia, we got the really old lady that no one really wants there, we got the rich snoby people who think they are better than everyone else, we got the grumpy old guy who puts everyone in a bad mood, and we got the little psyco kid who everyone is affraid of...oh yeah and we got the exploding stuffing! haha.

went shopping with my mom and sisiter friday. that actually wansnt too bad, except for the fact that i didnt get to go into any of the places i wanted to. and i spilled soup all over my pants too! that was really cool. after that i went to work. it was alright i suppose.

saturday was natalie's baby shower. aww shes getting so big! i can't wait till the babys born. and jesse came, he was the only boy there other than nats uncles and cousins. props to him for that. i love that kid. after the shower me, jill, laura, and tiff went shopping and stuff. went to james' house for a little, i love that kid too.

today i went to church. my friends Kate and Eric were visiting from Iowa. i miss them so much. esp eric. aww. they definatly need to visit more often.

me in 70yrs:

2003-11-23T17:27:33Z

87yrs old
single
lonely
living in a trailer
100 cats to keep me company

eh, i gave it a try. i shouldn't be surprised it turned out the way it did. :\

wow. today sucks.

2003-11-19T14:44:12Z

yep. its 9:40 and today has already been the worst day ever. EVERYTHING is going wrong. ugh. i hate days like these.

apparently i'm a failure at life and i'm not going to graduate and i'm not going to go anywhere in life. thats always nice to hear from your mother. =)

i woke up really late this morning, and in my hurry to get ready and clean my room i forgot my english folder that had my 5pg paper that was due today. splended. why i had to clean my room this morning you ask? b/c we're having our house appraised today and my mother decided not to tell me till last night right before i left for the barn, leavign me no time what so ever to clean it. once again, splended. so now that i dont have my paper to be edited i was sent to the media center where i have nothing to do but update my journal.

AND the best part of the day is yet to come...i get to go to work tonight!!! yippie! (that was supposed to be sarcastic if you hadn't guessed). at least dan gave me friday off and called to set up a team leader interview.

sometimes, these things are too right

2003-11-14T21:38:17Z

You are starting to feel a much more emotional reaction to a situation that may have been brewing for quite a while, KATIE. Up until now you may have chosen to deal with the situation on only a mental level so you wouldn't get too deeply involved with the outcome. Things are starting to come to a critical point, however, and you may feel like you are bursting at the seams. It is OK to feel whatever you do about this conflict. Let it out.

i think i'm getting sick now too

2003-11-12T20:36:33Z

school sucks. i cant stand it. and i cant stand the people at berkley, they make me sick. i just have to keep telling myself, only 7 more months.

and oh yeah! i had a dream last night that Josh came home for thanksgiving and he came with me to my family's dinner and stuff. ugh! i miss him so much. i miss being able to talk to him about anything. as if my mood couldn't get anymore BLAH!

p.s.- kt, thanks for helping me figure this thing out.

-- [Four TV Shows You Liked When You Were A Little Kid]
-- 1. Hey Dude
-- 2. My Little Pony
-- 3. Full House
-- 4. Fraggle Rock

-- [Four Places To Go In Your Area]
-- 1. Birmingham (theaters)
-- 2. Harmony House
-- 3. 12 Oaks Mall
-- 4. Nashonial

-- [Four Things You Do When You're Bored]
-- 1. Eat
-- 2. Sleep
-- 3. Update my LJ
-- 4. Watch TV

-- [Four Things That Never Fail To Cheer You Up]
-- 1. Reeces Pieces
-- 2. My friends
-- 3. Sleep
-- 4. Horseback riding

-- [Four Things You Cannot Live Without]
-- 1. Computer
-- 2. My friends
-- 3. Horseback riding
-- 4. The phone

-- [Today You]
-- 1. Skipped 1st hour
-- 2. Made a poster for The Bear w/ Laura
-- 3. Went to lunch with Jessica

-- [Seven Things You Love]
-- 1. My family
-- 2. My friends
-- 3. Sleep
-- 4. Horseback riding
-- 5. Food
-- 6. Music
-- 7. YOU! hehe

-- [Seven Things You Dislike]
-- 1. SCHOOL
-- 2. Working
-- 3. Drama
-- 4. Guy problems
-- 5. Waking up early
-- 6. Tele-marketers
-- 7. The cold

-- [Seven Things On Your Desk]
-- 1. My phone
-- 2. A dish
-- 3. Bottle of pop
-- 4. White out
-- 5. Printer
-- 6. Speakers
-- 7. Random disks and papers

-- [Seven Things On Your Floor]
-- 1. Rug
-- 2. My shoes
-- 3. A dog bone
-- 4. Heater
-- 5. Stack of magazines
-- 6. A plant
-- 7. A box

-- [Seven Things On Your Wall]
-- 1. (i'm in my back room so..)a book case
-- 2. Pictures
-- 3. Windows
-- 4. Sliding door
-- 5. Curtian for #4
-- 6. Blinds for #3
-- 7. Hooks

-- [Seven Facts About You]
-- 1. I'm tired
-- 2. I have to work tonight
-- 3. I'm confused about things
-- 4. I'm very indecisive
-- 5. I get attached too easliy
-- 6. I trust too easily
-- 7. I get hurt a lot becuase of #6

so many questions running through my head

2003-11-11T05:10:58Z

i saw aaron everyday this weekend. friday was really good =) i got off work and ended up spending the night at jill's. we went to a party (really bad and wierd party that is) then went to jimmy johns were i got to spend time with aaron! he was being sooo cute! hehe. then saturday i went to the barn early and rode 3 horses. when i finally got home, i hung out with aaron. got a little pissed at him. we really need to talk about things and figure out whats going on with us, cause its driving me crazy not knowing. one min i think theres something there, then the next min i dont. ugh. boys are so frustrating. sunday i rode again, then went to jimmy johns with jill to do the whole "make 'em want you when they can't have you thing" that was interesting. i think i'm getting myself into something i'm not ready for though. its getting so the weekends are all i look forward to, cause thats when i get to see him. and i dont think thats a good thing right now. eh...we'll see. alright, i'm going to bed now.

OH MY GOD!!!!

2003-11-07T04:33:32Z

thats all i can really say about the Nickelback, TRAPT, and Three Days Grace concert. me and chrissy had floor seats and we were so close, i could see the sweat dripping down Chris Brown's face. and yes...i could read his shirt (if he stood still long enough that is) and omg i was so close to touching him (like 10ft away, no joke. if those stupid people would have just moved when i pushed them! lol). if i had, i would have died on the spot. i'm going to meet him one day. that is my goal in life. AHHHH. so yeah, three days grace was REALLY good live. and then theres nickelback, who is just amazing. eric led me and chrissy right to the front of the stage. it was sweet as hell. haha me and chrissy moshed too....well kinda....ther were a lot of hot guys there too. and my boobs and ass have never been grabbed more in my life than they were at that concert. randy, i owe you my life!!! ahh ok i'll stop raving about it now. i'm gonna try to go to bed now. night y'all

i like this song....=)

2003-11-04T22:37:56Z

Heaven..
Heaven..
I'm in heaven with you,
The only one for me
I'm in heaven with you,
The only one for me.

Dont want to be the one,
To tell you how I feel
When these feelings I have,
Really are for real
The time is right for this,
I love to shine on through
But you gotta tell me,
What you wanna do.
I'm in heaven with you..
I'm in heaven with you..

I'm in heaven with you,
The only one for me
I'm in heaven with you,
The only one for me
Your love
Heaven..
Your love
Only one, only one,
Your love,
Heaven..
Your love,
Only one, only one.

Everytime you're near,
I start to lose control,
When the thought of you,
Hits my very soul
When you're lying in my bed,
Right next to me
That's when it starts to feel,
Feel like ecstasy
I'm in heaven with you..
I'm in heaven with you..

I'm in heaven with you,
The only one for me
I'm in heaven with you,
The only one for me
I'm in heaven with you,
The only one for me
I'm in heaven with you,
The only one for me

Your love
Heaven..
Your love
Only one, only one,
Your love
Heaven..
Your love
Only one, only one.

I'm in heaven with you,
Only one, only one
I'm in heaven with you,
Only one for me
I'm in heaven with you,
Only one, only one
I'm in heaven with you..

Only one for me

(oh yeah, i think its sweet how my mom treats me like i'm still in middle school. you'd never guess i was a senior with all the crap she gives me.)

funnn weekend

2003-11-02T19:51:45Z

FRI:SOO MUCH FREAKIN FUN! texas chainsaw massacre=scariest movie ever! ugh. and it didnt help that tom kept scaring me the whole night. silly boy. after that we went to anne and mikeys house. hahahahah. that was great. shannon...i love you! you are too funny! we so have to do that again sometime. so yeah, drank A LOT there. passed out on the floor...

SAT:woke up on the couch. got sick in the morning. came home and crashed on my bed till 4:00. i love sleep. Aaron came and picked me up around 6:30ish. we went to his house. watched some t.v. layed around together cause i was so tired. =) then he had to go to work so he dropped me off at 9:30. i sat down on the couch with the phone in my hand...and the next thing i know its 11:00 and my mom was waking me up, telling me to go to bed.
I AM SOOO SORRY LAURA!!! I WILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU I PROMISE!!!

SUN:woke up and went to church with my mom. James was making fun of me cuase i have really thick hair. and i had it wavey for once today so it made it even bigger looking. haha. him and becky finally bought a house thogh. he said i could come spend the night sometime so thats cool. and now i'm watching the lions game. they're actually winning and playing somewhat good. but now i'm gonna go work on my home work. lata y'all.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

2003-10-31T21:01:51Z

so far today has been really fun. school was a 1/2 day again so that was sweet. and of course, i was in yearbook afterword until like 1:30. but it was a lot of fun. i now have one of Tony Thurmans jackets, haha. aww i love that kid.

going to see Texas Chainsaw Massacure with a bunch of people from work. then off to chrissys aunts house for a party. yay i'm so excited. its going to be soo much fun. i hate scary movies with a passion though, so that will be interesting.

aaron wants to hang out tomorrow, but i may not be able to cause my mom is being stupid. shes still going on and on about how it was rude of him not to come to the door. i mean seriously, who gets that upset over something SO STUPID??? we were hanging out, he didnt know which house was mine so he called and i told him i'd be right out. ITS NO BIG DEAL. but i dont know, she'll get over it. i have no clue what me and aaron will do, hopfully i can get him to take me to a huanted house. that would be cool. anyways i'm off! have to go find something to wear tonight! yay.